Lately I have been thinking a lot about my sexuality. With all the emphasis on sex these days, I am getting more and more confused. With heterosexual, homosexual, pansexual, bisexual and asexual among the many, it is hard to tell with which sexuality one identifies with, particular when it seems rather similar to each other with small differences.
I like to read porn and even has watched a bit. While I enjoy reading about two guys going on, I do not actually find their ‘equipment’ arousing. Instead, I find I like soft curves better.
Even so, I have never actually considered having sex or even making out. Both these ideas make me uncomfortable. In fact, any thought of exchanging bodily fluid with another person just creep me out.
Am I asexual? But I still enjoy reading or watching porn. Whatever it is, I just know that I am definitely not ready for a non-platonic relationship now.